should have been you

here i am..
lying and staring at the stars
wondering what's happening to the world
and wondering where you are..

i had that feeling
when i hear my heart beat..
i thought of you
and made me feel so weak..

if only you know
that you're the only one who can make me feel this way..
but i cant.. im too afraid..
to tell you how i feel about you everyday..

i even stutter
and cant even say the word that i want to say..
how much more when you're closer to me
that i freeze up cuz you always take my breath away..

i should have told you from the very start..
that i had this feeling for you deep inside my heart..
but alas this will only be a memory..
cuz i know definitely.. we're not meant to be..