Tuesday, February 7, 2012

black notebook




ME: [10/17/11]
breakfast with Xan2 @ Jollibee; 7:05am
-zanjj
i love you!!

spending time with Xan2 @ home..
made lunch
cleaned the dishes
washed the dishes
watched a movie
cuddled with her
kissed her
hugged her
slept with her (..zzz)
adventure time!
played minesweeper (she lost and i won!)
eating dinner [future tense :)]
buying sundae for her and her family
go home
wait until i meet her again..



HER: [10/31/11]
spent the entire day @janzu's place -alone :|
cant wait for her to arrive >.<

i love having breakfast with her..
it's probably one of the things that I'll miss when she's gone :(



ME: [10/22/11]
missing her :(


[10/24/11]
waking up next to her has never been this good.

eating brunch with you..
"sundae" afternoon :P
~cuddle session~

had another great day with you!

P.S. i love you..
-zanjj


[10/25/11]
took her home from school
helped her with her homework

thinking of her..
-zanjj


[10/29/11]
had lunch @ casa verde
date night at teriyaki boy
cuddle mode at home

took her home
watched L word :)
cuddled all night
-zanjj



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sorry for disappointing you hundreds of times..
how stupid of me.

wonderpig+batpig 5ever!!

joe brooks-someday, apple, world at our feet
jason reeves- helium hearts, save my heart

i love your scent.. especially when we kiss..
and when i hug you..
I LOVE YOU!!
and if i could, i would asdfghkj

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[12/8/11]
a few more weeks, and i'll be back in Surigao again.. I'm starting to miss you more than i usually do.
I'm going to miss your hands, and how they would perfectly fit into mine. I'm going to miss your smile, your laugh and how it would always make me feel better. Your eyes, and the way you would stare at me. I'm going to miss sleeping next to you, keeping you warm, hugging you all night long.Stealing kisses from you (Yes! i steal kisses from you! :P), your scent..

well i guess i'll just have to wait a couple of weeks/days/months :|
nonetheless I'm excited to see you again!
-zanjj


[12/9/11]
for some unexpected reason, i got the chance to be with you today. it put a smile on my face, knowing that i still got another chance to be with you again..
i am so happy, being able to see your face. and i'll get the chance to hold you close in my arms tonight. I love watching you smile, and i'm savoring every moment of it..
crying cuz im gonna miss you so much..
-zanjj



[12/10/11]
waking up next to has never been this good. the way the morning light shines, and sets your face aglow, beautiful.. Slept all morning, we did. And frankly we wouldn't have done it any other way, don't you agree?

Very late lunch at KFC. And then i took you home. i was a short notice but, at least i get to spend time with you.

another chance to sleep right next to you. (Thank you, God)



[12/11/11]
Went to papa kit's with your family. Had an okay time. Atleast i get to spend time with you. it's better than nothing. too bad we didn't so to church today. :( but it's alright, just don't forget to pray everyday. :)

when i was my bed, i immediately thought of you. the fixed bed (which i don't usually have. i only have a clean bed whenever you visit me)

i guess i'll be sleeping alone tonight.



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[pardon for the redundancy. but each and one of them are written on different days, just so you know]




[02/07/12]
i have never felt so alone in my entire life.
i guess i miss you so much. im currently playing songs that reminds me of us. wishing you we're here. being able to talk to you even for a meagre amount of time gives me bandaids for my heart.

a while ago. i was stuck outside star gazing while the song yellow by coldpay played repeat on my nonexisting ipod, i can't help but sing along. the moon was big and bright, bright enough to light the unlit path that i took while i was walking alone in silence. you're always on my mind, and that's inevitable, i won't deny that.

Friday, February 3, 2012

things to do

-buy spray paint,
-look for used folders and s***
-train (break every bone in my body)
-play with cutter... and folder
-buy sleeping pills (having a hard time sleeping)
-go to ER
-listen to songs about shit and stuff
-delete blogs
-stay away from the internet
-live or die

no one gives a shit! :)

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

i was thinking of you. i know what's you're thinking, i know! i should buy new shoes. hihi i will soon

i miss you btw :(

Monday, January 30, 2012

a bruise that i intend to make


rather than just hurting the person i love, i'd rather hurt myself. (it was my fault anyway)
I punched the wall and hurt my hand just to get the anger off my chest, because my pride got high. (clearly the injury was not too serious, but it hurt a bit)

Thursday, January 26, 2012

just wondering

my sister gave me this. not much of a rocky road person, but hey! at least it's free haha
while i was about to open the free ice cream, i noticed this:
hahahaha then some crazy thing popped out of my head saying "they should put this on a condom" :))

anyway, was'nt able to finish it tho (the ice cream i mean). so i gave it to my sister.

that's how they roll








spending the afternoon with the twins.

ahhh my little picasso(s)

random!




was practicing(hope you like it)