SUMMER BREAK

should i say WOOHOO!!
i think not.. :|
for thine hast a summer school to attend to..
and it SUX.. :P quick!! save me from this nightmare!! wait.. im awake.. boooo.. D:

and life goes on..

should have been you

here i am..
lying and staring at the stars
wondering what's happening to the world
and wondering where you are..

i had that feeling
when i hear my heart beat..
i thought of you
and made me feel so weak..

if only you know
that you're the only one who can make me feel this way..
but i cant.. im too afraid..
to tell you how i feel about you everyday..

i even stutter
and cant even say the word that i want to say..
how much more when you're closer to me
that i freeze up cuz you always take my breath away..

i should have told you from the very start..
that i had this feeling for you deep inside my heart..
but alas this will only be a memory..
cuz i know definitely.. we're not meant to be..

ATTENTION!

hi everyone.. sorry i havent been uploading my blog lately.. im still using it though.. im gonna post some poems and some proses soon.. :D but i tell you it's gonna take some time to write them..

i still have twitter and tumblr.. :D

follow me.. :D

https://twitter.com/zanjj <------[twitter]
http://zanjj.tumblr.com/ <------[tumblr]

p.s. you're all awesome!! :D

CANT GET OVER

im going crazy over you..
i fell so deep that i cant get up..
you got me really bad..
you struck me like lightning..
why cant i just die?!
loving you is nothing if you cant and wont love back..
i hate this!!

it's been 2 years and i still cant get over you..
i wish i wasnt madly in love with you..

you're with someone else..
there's nothing i can do.. [seriously]
and there's nothing i wont do..
it's your choice.. you're happiness..

im happy for you..
it's all that i can do..

i'll just keep my heart in my pocket..
i guess it's where its supposed to be..

p.s. i still love you..

semester break!! woohoo!!

i feel relieved.. XD
at last.. a time where i can think straight.. :D
it will be all fun for me.. puahahahaha.. >:D

im almost launching my multiply site.. :D [even thought i dont even know what i'll put in there.. lol.. XD]

until then.. :D

<<----- feed fishies.. :D

i should really update my blog.. D:

it's been a long time since i updated my blog.. damn i really suck at this.. i'll try to be online more often..

im still doing the something.. :D wait a little more.. >:D
puahahahaha.. XD

so yeah.. everyone's having their semester break right now.. wish we were too.. damn extensions.. D:<

oh yeah.. dont forget to feed my fishies.. :D
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soo yeah..

soo yeah.. i've been inactive.. i dont know where i went..
but anyway.. i've been busy making something.. :D
and i hope you like it..
im not gonna tell you what it is at the moment.. *suspense* lol

yeah.. im gonna post it soon..


so sad about the jaebom incident.. D:
we cant force him.. it was his choice..
but. i hope he comes back..


random:

lol.. cute baby monkey.. XD ♥♥♥