transition of sleep

eyes closed

not a moment to lose

vulnerable to any surprise

mental pictures

like a telly on mute

slowly drifting from reality

opening the world of fantasy

so many wonders on has never seen

defying science like the feeling of zero gravity

as if drugged with ecstasy

suddenly everything feels real

then suddenly you fall

into a dimension called reality

life goes on~

[draft]

moon halo

it was something i shot while i was still stranded in CDO. the sky was bright and there as this giant halo around the moon, although this was not the first. but somehow i was fascinated from the fact that when i was a little booger, i was soooooo interested in astronomy, i wanted to be an astronaut. still everything hasn't change (well, a bit).

i was using a digital camera so the quality isnt nice.

never leave my side, it's what i want you to do

for i cannot last a day without you

as bright as the sun would shine, as blue as the sky

nothing still beats you being by my side

no matter how gray the sky is, or how low the temperature may be

everything may change, but i will try to stay the same

you know i will, because you're special

like the one i'd like to spend it with until i grow old and wrinkle

i want to say the words that you want to hear

or make you feel things you want to feel

sad to say i cant read minds

just sharing some tunes

http://youtu.be/vq6akoG3x2I

this guy i really cool!

[credits to the owner]

592.300147 days of you

a soul who's different from the rest

it's clear to see that she's better than the best

a simple soul that's hard to see

in a sea of faces, she's the one you should meet

so unique, she's tailor made!

all the treasures in the world offered, still i will not trade

she's more than a season, when i write what i feel

she's a heroine, who saves me whenever i'm weak

with her i am out of my armour, vulnerable from her pain

but greater is her amor, more than what has gained

i can never regret every second when i am with her

like riding a carousel, she makes my world twirl

and when i'm away, oh i miss her so

every tic of the clock, i would ask myself "oh why did i ever go?"

she's always on my mind often times she makes me a smile

with just the thought of her my heart beats like a woodpecker

i could never define this love so flavourful

it brings out more colours that a rainbow wheel could

i've fallen for her from the stars to the ground

when i was down, she was the only one around

call me crazy, but im proud to say she's indelibly mine

i'm rightfully her's so go find someone else that you have in mind.

p.s i love you

[will add more soon]

THIS IS ME

and this is my problem.. this has always been my problem..

so if you think that im so cold because i never show any emotions, think of this..

want to know why? because im scared.. emotions.. this is too intense for me..

when i was little never really had the chance to express myself verbally.. because my opinions was always neglected.. i would just stay silent and would wait for them to ask me what i would think, but that rarely happens.. and ever since then i would have a hard time expressing..

sooooo what happened was.. sublimation!! i would express myself through drawing, writing poems or anything that involves a pen and a paper.. it's the only think i can only do..

[but actions speak louder than words.. and my actions are very loud..]

and it's hard to change this overnight..

so please understand..

im really not a bad soul..

saw this on tumblr today.. and i believed it..

damn.. it got me..